Influencing is Ideally Inauthentic

Authenticity is becoming an increasingly prized attribute for influencers. As influencers become more successful and partner with more brands, their sense of authenticity seems to plummet. Fan followings are fickle, so brands search for micro-influencers with less 100,000 followers, in the hopes that their personal pull on consumers will be stronger.

I was struck with disbelief by YouTuber Keaton Milburn’s video “THE REALITY OF BEING AN INSTAGRAM INFLUENCER | TIPS & TRICKS,” in which she straightforwardly describes the process behind her Instagram photos that felt so inauthentic to me. She and her friends, who are also influencers, bring a variety of outfits to a photoshoot session and change clothes between takes in to have a new outfit pic to post every day. She states that even though it is always warm where she lives in Arizona, during the fall she will post pictures of warmer clothing to match the seasons her viewers are experiencing. She and her friends joke about how they would not wear certain outfits “in real life,” but how they look good for the ‘Gram. I felt a strong tingling of the surreal: for a platform that craves authenticity, why would this YouTuber reveal the construction of her image so casually?

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I am drawn to the Keaton Milburn channel because it allows me to find a cooler version of myself. Her channel allows me to peer into the life of another college-aged young woman in a sorority, but while I’m Asian and nerdy, she is white, (dyed) blonde, and skilled with makeup. Casually watching her routine videos as I did my routines allowed me to imagine for a while that I, too, fit in perfectly with the image of a collegiate “sorority girl” without every worrying about my identity. Her videos motivate me to apply makeup or get me excited for girls’ trips when I’m feeling down.

In studies on the psychology of videogame avatars, Dr. Jesse Fox of Ohio State University found that the avatars people create are idealized versions of themselves. Keaton is my virtual avatar: an excited young woman navigating college with tickets to Coachella but without crises, like myself but a little more certain. Looking at influencers allows us to forget the difficulties we go through and indulge in a life just outside of our reaches, but in order to do so, they must erase the painful parts and emphasize the good. Influencing is inherently inauthentic. It is a job in which a person must depict an idealized life, but whereas that niche had been filled by modeling and acting, influencing takes it to another level of emotional sanitization.

Influencers use a platform that was originally personal in order to sell an image or lifestyle. To cultivate the fantasy for everyone who is interested in that lifestyle, they must curate an extreme, idealized representation of that lifestyle. In the same way that fashion spreads depict scenes and models that correspond not to customers’ realities but to ideals like glamor and elegance, influencing is about creating an idealized space for fantasy to take place. Whereas high fashion makes its sales with exclusivity, influencers make sales based on inclusivity. The tension lies in maintaining that image at all times. Many vegan influencers are breaking down, unable to maintain the strong agendas they push. To become an ideal is a huge burden for a human being to bear, but influencers are supposed to live our ideal lifestyle, so every aspect of their online worlds must work for that image. The paradox of influencing is that its inherent inauthenticity, balanced correctly, sells what we crave. For me, Keaton’s admittance of the construction of her image pushed the boundaries of this tension to their breaking point.

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The Tyranny of Free Products

High school Science Team; Manus Dental; 21Minus at the MCA. Memories, condensed into bags of unwanted T-shirts and water bottles stashed in my closet. I neither like nor want most of the free things I’ve gotten. Even free meals, welcome as they are to save me money and preparation, don’t strike it quite right: the pizza makes me worry about sodium levels, and dairy-based sweets upset my stomach. And yet, like the image of the glutton, I eagerly help myself to anything that is offered for free.

The urge to take things that are free is a strange combination of a nonchalant “hey, might-as-well and a deeper-level obligation to make use of the resources around me. Why not take something if it costs nothing? But on another level, there’s the knowledge that in this moment, I am being given access to a resource that might not always be there. It’s a fear the privilege I have now will disappear. There are times, people, and places that will demand payment I won’t be able to give. With free bottles, bags, and T-shirts, nostalgia and the desire to fit in with everyone else who is sporting that logo make it hard to let go, even when the item is redundant or useless.

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So I pick up a pen from the conference, I jostle for a complimentary cupcake.

The trick, of course, is that nothing is free. Everything has a logo slapped on that some other soul will subconsciously incorporate into their stash of mere-exposure effects (the psychological phenomenon by which people develop preferences for things purely based on familiarity).

The food is there to bring more people to some event. The tote bags or tees or hats are to encourage repeat customers. Free items are compelling, but they drain your time and your energy. The driving force behind the compulsion to accumulate free items is the need to insure. It’s the fear of losing wealth and of having nothing. Not everyone can make it, but anyone can also lose it all. The pile accumulating in my closet, bag by bag, is a wall to stave off loss.

I plan on turning my bag of unworn T-shirts into a quilt … one day. I don’t look forward to all that cutting and sewing, even if I do own a sewing machine. Until then, I’ll watch that pile in my closet grow and grow, straddling the border between unneeded and potentially wanted in the future.

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Source: http://megcox.com/2013/07/the-t-shirt-quil...